16 days

Deployment is coming faster then ever! 16 more days. Can time please stand still for like 2 seconds? There is so much happening right now, I can't seem to get a break. Moving into a huge house in a new area 6 days before Mike deploys scares me. Him deploying scares me. I know that he has done it before, but I haven't. I am scared shitless. I know that I will make it, Obviously! I am strong enough to. But that doesn't mean that I don't need a box of tissue or a few months to get use to him being gone.